Sweetie, you've got a LONG life ahead of you. You're no where near the "end."
But when it IS our time, we will be with our loved ones, not to mention we'll be with God!!! I KNOW you believe in God!
I look forward to it. Don't get me wrong -- I dont' WANT to die now either, but I look forward to when it is my time. I have LOTS of family who already passed ahead of me, and I will be with them too.
Do you believe in life after death? See, I do. I believe that there IS "some" kind of life after death. We may not have a "bodily" life, but I still believe that we will KNOW of a life. God promised that in the Bible and if you believe the teachings in the Bible, then you know He said we WILL have a life after death. We won't just die, and disappear into nowhere.
So please don't fear death -- for one thing, you're NOT going to die soon. And for another, you will still live after death ! Hugs, Lee