I meant pushing in a good way... the best way... pushing me more in the direction I was going to go or thinking of going or knowing I had to go

The first push I used was the kitty litter - and I think the next push is my dishes... ok... Doody... IF I do mine, I'll let you know...

I'll check out that fly lady website...

Taking another day off tomorrow.
I will go to work on Wednesday - I'm being recognized for my "high quality" customer service...
the reward doesn't even come close to recognizing the loss of my mental health...

no prize can replace it

on that day I will make the decision - along with a doctor -

should I stay or should I go now...