Dear sweet ((((bizi)))) ... you are so brave to open up here. In so many ways, you mirror me! The only difference is my choice of substance. I've "known" you for years... and I get it... I really get it
I say you mirror me because, in reading your words, I recognize denial... I recognize excuses/explanations... I recognize patterns... I recognize obsession (weight, exercise, amount of substance consumed)... you are helping me face real facts about myself.
I also recognize courage and a cry for help.
Bizi... you are so many of us here on this earth

... but you're YOU... unique, lovely, compassionate, smart .... battling your demons
I'm here for you.
love, Addy