Dear Bizi

hey.... sounds past hypo (bought car!) ... sometimes the prelude hypomania is subtle.

glad u told pdoc about drinking even if she had fit and i hope Jeff agrees to go with you to the next session. I do think that would be helpful. Wrt how bad the problem is or what sort of solution you need, i don't know if AA or whatever is right for you, you will have to decide. Also remember even if you take a more aggressive path right now, when you are stable again, you can re-evaluate things with a clearer head. However in both cases i agree with pdoc - do, look up the definition (i've forgotten it) and see for yourself. then decide based on that and your history.

Pls get Jeff to hold your plastic & checkbook and go out with minimal cash and no jewellery or other valuables.

my thoughts are with you. i hope pdoc uptweaked your geodon to help you.

hang in there sweetie ((((hugs))))

~ waves ~