Hi im hayley, i was a primary school teacher and also trained in teaching children and teens with dyslexia. so always been good with the academics and written works.

I was involved in a road accident whilst working my 2nd job. i didnt even recognise the damage to the vehicle but my colleague did and it ws quite bad when she took me back to the van.4wks later i returned to work where i collapsed banging my head and was told to stay off work. following this i suffered anxiety whilst travelling,whiplash,damaged ligament to the spine, sciatica, head aches etc. i was taking alot of meds including tramadol which made me dozey,confused, irritable&depressed. i was extremely dopey on the meds and began suffering problems such as filling c.tax forms and any forms requiring organised info or data. aswell as being unable to work, not being able physically to do wots normal for me.during the last 19mths i have been really slow with writing but it has improved. i cannot fill out forms more than a page long. my spelling has weakened, i get confused and when i read, the minute ive read it i forget what it said or just doesnt register at all.
id put these factors down to meds.afta rushed to a & e i was taken off meds. my problems with forms are worsening. my writing is also poor and untidy now some days and fine the next.. ive written words wrong that ive known since primary schl! i couldnt complete my final essay for a course id had 4 commendations on previous essays. im slowly losing my household organisation. letters piling up. i can read but forget once ive read it.often require form filling or i cant register what i read. my doctor doesnt listen she says it stress. what i am stressed abt is the fact ive asked various places for help since october 2011. i know full well i have a problem that is not fully stress related.my txts are awful some days, fine the next. sometimes i dont send them bcoz i cant finish the text. another time i can write a book like now! my back has improved alot i just cant carry much weight. the head aches and academic side is getting worse. due to this form filling situation and not understanding letters i recieve at home im now at risk of losing my home, in debt/subsidised home costs with business funds and my business is almost on the floor. cant even complete the first page of my business plan for my new business! this should be easy for me.one day i can write anything and the next day nothing.im dispalying written tendencies of the children i taught in primary schools at times? simple questions i cant seem to get n answer for not even from cab !where do i get help with form filling? why am i experiencing this reading and writing problem and where do i go for help? alevel english and cant even read back this to myself its jumbled. has anyone else experienced similar?