Remember the old saying, " you know who your true friends are when you are in trouble" It is true. My own daughter abandoned me completely. There are just some people who cannot handle anyones distress. Some day we all hurt, and that may be the only time they change their tune and have compassion. In the mean time, you have us right here on NT. I run back here all the time to talk, vent, get a grip on my life. Don't let the others bring you so low. Find some measure of peace, and contentment for just yourself. I refuse to be treated badly, there is no excuse for it. I care about you, and am glad you came to NT. ginnie