I think it would be the satisfaction of knowing and plan accordingly. It's a pain when my family doesn't know what it's like. I agree with you, hell, just rolling over in bed is a chore. Then comes the unsteady gait (weaving up and down the hall bouncing off of them. Trouble balancing on a small step wringing the laundry in. I have already done work-arounds of setting a folding chair in front of the machines so I can load and unload them. When I take a basket upstairs I set it up a couple of steps, climb, then move it up again

I'm registered for two tournaments, one here in November and a national qualifyer in December in Milwaukee (gee,that sounds fun) I need to practice or I'm going to get stomped and lose my national ranking.

I just don't feel like I am pulling my weight which leads to the "what am I trying to get better?" It's nice to talk to folks who get it.