I'm so sorry that you find yourself in this situation, and I'll continue to lift you in prayer. I must say that I was startled to see you mention your age--I don't know why, but from reading your posts, I pictured you in your 40's or 50's! I obviously haven't read all of your posts, or else I didn't put two and two together!

I assume you've been in contact with your area Agency on Agency? In my area, they are very helpful about matching people with solutions.