(((((Mariel))))) I feel it coming too, dearone. I hate the thought of getting worse and losing my independence. DD say's I will never have to go to a nursing home, but what is she gonna do with me and her 4 kids?

I hope you find a suitable home to live comfortably in, that is not too expensive and has the care there when you need it.

Take care, we are here for you.