Yes, I understand, KittyLady, as my last post was something like yours, except that my condition is not as bad as yours. I know how spasticity, and foot drop, can cause pain and disability, and I had my share of neuros who did not help much (one of them did, in San Diego, but I don't live there and he's retired). Going to most doctors is just painful. I don't see a neuro now, but see doctors for my other main disease Polycythemia Vera, which has to have a blood test every two weeks to see if I need a phlebotomy or need to go back to Mayo for another shot of p32 to cut down platelets. The hematologists are somewhat easier to live with then the neuros. REALLY feeling your pain.