I think I isolate myself do to the MS. I mean, I get embarrassed about how I walk and how I talk. When we had company for my bday some weeks back, I basically just sat in my recliner and just listened to everyone talk. I felt it was safer than stumbling around with my walker or trying to find the right words to talk. I tried to call everyone for dinner and when I did, I wound up yelling at everyone instead and my one friend gave me a very nasty look. Im not so social anymore. Its not what it used to be for me.