TK Im so sorry to read your posts and how you are having to deal with all this stress and worry. I know its not easy and its overwhelming. But you WILL be ok. You have to be positive and you have to say to yourself that everything will fall into place, but unfortunately you have to go through this HELL first to get to the other side

We will all be thinking of you and praying for you during this time. I know what it is like to be stressed and its so not nice. I feel for you I really do. Try to relax and stay calm. Try to talk with your hubby and see if he can keep you calm too. But IM SURE you will be back on here in no time and telling us all about your op and how you have come back out the other side SMILING

Take care of yourself

Jackie