Hello my loved ones !

Today precisly, I feel too much pain... my wrist, my neck, my back... cant stand them... Will ring doc tonight to let him know...

I dont know... I think Im to "weak" to be in a relationship... Im very... possesive, obsessive, jealous, etc etc etc and I HATE when he doesnt talk to me and talk to others (girls) instead.... It makes me feel depressed.... so, I dont think this is a good idea....

Im at the lab... full of work... when all I wish is I could be home watching my lava lamps...