I have been feeling like this more and more lately. Everything is going wrong. i took on a really big home improvement project and I knew better but you know how we do...i can do it. Well I did do it. i accomplished the project. Now i feel like I am going to die.

background...over 2 years out. auto accident..pcs..headaches, confusion anger, emotional instability.etc etc

Anyway...the project took me about 6 months and I had very little help. now my relationship with my boyfriend is falling apart. we have been together a year and 3 months or so...AND we are long distance which makes it even harder. But I have plans to move, always was moving there, am not moving there just for him. i did however pick up the pace big time getting myself into too much too fast and with no help. my bad.

i am totally flying off the handle all the time. I feel totally hopeless. i am seeing a social worker which has helped in the past but nothing is helping. i was put on zoloft about 5 months ago and it was helping a lot especially with anxiety but it doesn't seem to be helping much now even though i increased my dose.

every little thing is just so overwhelming. I only leave the house now to work and grocery shop and necessary things. i hate house arrest but i don't know what else to do.

I'm so sick of this controlling me. I feel like i am going to be alone forever because there is no way anyone is going to let "that" into their life/house..whatever.

What do you do when your this low and nothing is helping.