i think the mere fact that you feel guilty is indicative that you are not being "lazy" but rather are not up to it. The bigger struggle for me is not the guilty part but rather the involuntarily-
imposed laziness. It seems many of us on this forum are Type A personalities and sometimes I think maybe in so being, I used up too much of my juice too quick! Even before I knew I had MG I thought back to working full time, commuting 120+ miles five days per week and going to law school full time all at the same time and wondered how I possibly did it.