Thank you Bizi. He apologized to me in the presents of a minister in a counciling session I think. He's blown his top off at me since then,and accused me of various things,basically tarring me to pieces,and slammed the phone down on the hock. Basically it's him exploding... at me,and not holding back. I guess that he didn't understand my condition,but still.....????

That's something that I'II always remember while I'm alive. There was so much of it. I forgive him though. He wasn't like that all of the time. He sure didn't understand me. Mom didn't stand up to him. She didn't understand me either. I didn't understand her. My sister moved out of the house when she found a way. I didn't know that he was treating her wrong. She's told me about it in the last few years. I didn't know. BF