Brandy,,,,
Hope I didn't hit you with too much at once,,I can do that sometimes,,,but remember if you need to talk the door is open,,just private message me anytime and we can work something out,,,it can help to get some of this stuff off your chest especially to someone whose been there,,,,it's not an imposition,,I do it all the time,,let me know if you need me.

Hang in there and keep us posted on how you're doing
Beth