You are not crazy! What you are experiencing and feeling is VERY real. It will get better. Mark is correct you may very well want to find another Nuero. I did not catch where you live. This forum is populated by people all over the states and outside the north american continent. Someone here may be able to recommend one.

This is without a doubt the hardest struggle I have ever had. It has cost me and my family greatly and continues to do so. It seems to be a hard truth that the medical society does not handle this condition well. I am so grateful to those who started the forum and continue to post here.

I find many reasons to continue to post and visit and hope to pay forward all those who have helped me.