I am not sure I would get back on your horse either. I have been on spooked animals before, NOT fun! My Sam was an American Saddle Bred, and he was mellow at 17 years old. Barn sour, and would run like the wind back to the barn. I had to field catch him, cute trick.... Horses are smart, and my memories are filled with those years I had him. He was blond with white main and tale. I almost bought a dappled Grey, but he spooked too easily. Glad you love horses too. Maybe you could find a good old boy or girl, that would let you get back in the saddle without fear. The "water" experience was with a 10 year old female named "Lady" and she was... I can't believe I made it through my youth, without getting dumped on my head! Ginnie