Welcome to NT,

Yes, it is bad. So sorry you're having these difficulties with memory and loss of so many pieces of yourself. You're not alone here. It helps to know there are others here that are willing to show you around, give you support, etc.

Here is the TBI (traumatic brain injury) forum:

http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/forum92.html

Here is the depression forum:

http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/forum37.html

Take your time and look around the forums. You'll find you can help others here, too.

I hope you find some peace in your day.

It sure is beautiful here in the hills of My Ole Kentuck... should take a pic and attach... hummm.

Stay more in the positive mode.

Look for the beauty.

It is all around us...