It is so wonderful to have a good day that it can make you crazy to have a bad day. It is really hard to accept it! I do the same thing, is this in my head? Am I making this up? exaggerating? And when I have a good day I have so much that I want to get done. My neurologist was funny, he said that he thinks is sometimes takes his female patients longer to recover because as soon as they have a good day they go out and do something like clean the garage. And did I take his advice (and Mark's) and go slow? No. I had a good couple of weeks so I flew to a conference in Texas, then clead all my closets, took my pre-teen to the mall, move furniture in my house etc... So, I get what you are going through and you are not crazy.