Just when I think I come to grip with my pain and understand my injury, something totally out the blue slaps me in the head and turns my thinking around. I start asking myself again can I do what I use to. And the answer is NO and I've been told this by dr's. Then my depression deepens and the sadness overwhelms me. 24 yrs old and I can't even run without my left leg going out or tripping with my foot drop. All b/c of my back injury. Again Nov 9 can't come quick enough for my SCS. I'm ready to give it a try to control my pain. Still I'm scared and nervous but I'm ready for this next step. Specially with this begin workers comp this has been a slow process. Since 2009. Again I'm so happy I've found this site to vent and ppl actually understand. Thanks for listening. lol

Ashley