Ashley,

I'm considerably older than you, but I know how you feel. I was a big athlete and I used to get so mad!!! It's really hard, but you have to get past the anger. I didn't, and I wound up in counseling. It almost destroyed me. It boiled over into everything I did. I guess I'm a cautionary tale. I was so consumed by anger I couldn't enjoy life. I did get my eyes opened, and feel much better now. I accepted it. I got my scs and was able to walk without a cane and be a little more active. I hope someday I can be athletic again, but I have learned I can't be the athlete I was. I have to the new TK. Lol I'm probably rambling. I totally understand though. I hope I didn't offend you, but I feel your pain!! I want to kick lazy people lol. That sounds bad, but when you have the ability to move taken from you, it upsets you when people who can don't. Or it does me lol. Anyway, I hope I helped.