Hey fresh.. I get through my days mostly just by accepting this is my life. I cant stop tomorrow from coming so I might as well move on.. its such a fight. most times I fight back the tears from the pain then some times I fight the tears from the sorrow. its hard not to feel like you've lost a preciouse part of your life . because you have but I wake up every day, and I do the best I can.
some days it is just laying on the couch not moving because if I do its hell times infinity.. but I have a new perspective on life that others do not.
we all share this, we just need to learn what to do with this.
you are not alone in your feelings. we all share them, and we are NOT ok with tho. but for right now we cannot change the fact that we have this beast. so we fight the fights we can, make friends with others with this so we can have help fighting it and then help others cope as well. I hope this helps. my mind is a little frazzled right now. pain levels up past ten today ..times 1000. so you can imagine getting a clear thought out is hard.. lol wait you dont have to imagine..
please be well and bring your fears to this forum so we may share , care , and help.