Hi y'all . I just got home from the hopital tonight. Found out what at this very moment I consider to be good news. That I really am just crazy. Got diagnosed finally after years of seizures and paralysis and memory and cognitive and functioning problems with conversion disorder. After 6 mos. of them telling me I was epileptic now it's conversion disorder. They all seem worried I'll flip that its all in my head and I just need to see a therapist and shrink. I'm just glad it's not parkinsons or ms like my grandmothers. I'm grateful. Maybe tomorrow I won't be . I don't understand it all. Not at alll. But I thank the Lord today anyway. I don't know what I'm in for and I'm not at all sure I want to know. Maybe someone knows and can fill me in and help me get real. Thanks.