I honestly am feeling the exact same way today. I actually feel like that most days, to be honest. I am sooo tired of trying to please people. I am just going to give up on that or I will go insane. I am sooo tired of not feeling like ME. I am sooo tired of just being TIRED. I have no desire to do anything at all, I have no desire to do any of the things I used to do. I can't help but wonder if this will ever change?

I really should be trying to cheer you up but your words really spoke to me. Hope you feel better. I think I'll go to bed.