Worked Monday. Said some colossally stupid things - one on the radio so 25 men got to hear - then finished up the day with a really good catch. I'm going to try not to stress about this. If my brain works, good, if not I'll just keep doing my job and try not to beat myself up. I am grateful for the moment I was able to function. No consistency is tough though. It would help a lot if I would take a moment to gather myself before I speak but you know how pressured our speech can be. I hope and pray for stability and some very much needed self confidence at work. All male work force doesn't help. The ego is not a myth.