This is really ridiculous. Usually I try not to think "why me" or "this isn't fair", but I'm having trouble with it today. I'm losing more and more work days to the migraines, medications or combination of both. Friday I was out, and it looks like tomorrow will be a wash too. It makes me angry to think of how much life I'm losing. I know others are in much worse positions, and I try to hold onto that, but sometimes, it just isn't enough.

Because my job requires seeing the same clients several times a year, its embarrassing to have to cancel them so often. Even worse, their pets are cancelled on as well. No one knows when or if it will end. I guess this is just a venting message. Rumors of why we aren't in the office get back to me, and some of them are completely bogus. All I've ever wanted to do was to help the creatures.

For those of you on several medications, do you ever worry what is going to happen if you get to the point where you can no longer communicate and have to rely on people in a nursing home to understand what you need and when. It sounds odd, but not being able to control your own medications really leaves you feeling vulnerable.

Sam