Ok so I'm sure this is the hundred thousandth One of these posted, but I just sort of wanted to get it out.

I've had a pretty strange life so far, There has been quite a few downs. I dont want everything handed to me though;whatever doesn't kill me makes me stronger. I've found that I can get through Anything life throws at me. And the only person who I have truly been able to depend on Has been me so far including all family. The other side of that coin is I'm tired of having to be strong. I broke my leg about 9/10 months ago.Now i have a plate and 5 screws and a hefty Bill or pile of bills. I moved out of state for work 4 months before. I hadn't met too many people by then. So all on me again. In my lap I had: Bills,Pain,The fun of sitting alone on the couch for 3 months while my roommate worked, (Broke my driving leg)And Being single which I hate more than the dentist and Work combine.
Things were pretty shitty for a long while But I did my PT and I was on top of my bills and made plans to test out my leg on a 6 month hike and met some really good friends and A Great Girl, pain was fading really nicely ... and then some.If you've never broken your leg You don't know how nice it is to have 2 good ones. I was truly happy for the first time in a good number of years. Just so I'd know what to miss I guess because Most of it has Gone to hell over the last month and a half.

Girlfriend: Gone

Medical Bills on payment track: Welp Heres the thing...
They out of the blue decided to send Me to Collections for $30,000+ and to about 5 different places. 5 Different collectors=5 different bills due at once.

Subsiding Pain: It's back With a buddy arthritis @ 22 nice

Appalachian Trail: Depends on the gimp stick Now I guess

Work: Gotta pay the bills
But I'm going to have to find another way I work for Douches

So Everything I had that I wasn't really used to in the first place but it was really nice Is out the window and I guess it's life making me stronger again.
yay
What the F* man? It's so frustrating
But I'll Troop on What else can I do? But really comeon
Meh
Anyway Questions comments? go for it