My name is Erin, wanted to say hi and introduce myself

I have PTSD due to a murder/suicide of my mum and stepdad (4 years ago)
I also have fibro - have suffered for YEARS till I was FINALLY diagnosed this fall
I also am a celiac with severe egg allergies and lots of sensitivities to chemicals (dont know that I would call them a severe allergy though like some have)

Not sure what to do. Lately I am very angry, and very frustrated.

My fibro is flaring, and so is my PTSD I am kinda having a hard time dealing with both, and with zero (and I mean ZERO) support from my hubs I am struggling to do everything, and I dont know where to turn.

On a more cheerful note

I have 4 horses, 2 goats, 2 dogs, 3 birds, 4 cats, 8 chickens and a hedgehog (I hope I remembered everybody) My animals are the ONLY reason I get out of bed in the AM
I am also going back to school for a more gentle job - I used to be a nurse I adore knitting and I love to cook and bake - while this sounds so domestic I am the worst housewife ever ( I really mean it )