Oh, Kathie, I'm so sorry! I know how that feels. Of all the emotional turmoil of this disease, I think I found the time when I was waiting for the antibody test to be the hardest. You feel like, "OK, tell me what I'm dealing with so that I can start dealing with it. But how am I supposed to establish myself mentally when I don't know?"

Hang in there. I'm sorry you're going through this.

Abby