I want to scream. Going out is a trip to the Doctor or the rehab gym. I am so lonesome for company I am going crazy. This stupid disability is slowly grinding me down.

I am so bored with everything I don't even want to use the computer because all the things I go to involve my friends who work etc. I am becoming what I most feared. "That" guy who just sits around and leaches on disability. I have some stuff going on but it is not every day and so I have huge periods of down time and then everything is busy at once. I sleep all the time just to make the time pass. Now I'm getting bored with sleeping.