Hi,
I'm exchange student in the US and suffered a mild concussion two months ago trough heading a ball. I think I have posted in this forum a month ago about that. The result was pcs. I didn't rest like I have should in the week after concussion and I think because of that I got pcs. The thing is i don't know if it's over or I am just imagine that I'm still having it. A week ago I felt pretty much alright and was free of depression or anything but I could be in the middle of my concussion again right now.
My symptoms thatt are for sure:
ear ringing
fatigue
feeling burnt out
sad
On the one hand I just changed host family yesterday, my first one was horrible and I lived in dirt and just ate cereals all the time. so i decided to change and after that i was just stressed out an tired and sad. now it feels like in a dream again. i have to say that I'm playing basketball right now and I'm getting dizzy while practice or I'm just getting blurry vision. If I would tell I probably have to go home. my parents are annoyed of me because i'm tellig them that i feel that my symptoms are coming back and they are just like, "u r imagine that, don't always think that u r having symptoms. u r driving yourself crazy girl" they might be right. i can just think about if I am still having symptoms or not like all the time. that is making symptoms worse anyway I know.
i feel so apathic since few days.
so I'm wondering if this could be something different then pcs like depression maybe. what I have experienced here is more traumatic then a great experience.
most of the time i'm just sad and apathic and i could like cry all day and i can't talk with anybody about it because they would send me home. oh, before i forget since the injury my neck is klicking with every movement. they checked it and said it's nothing maybe a bone which is out of place. but it feels so weird when i'm moving my head. So, is it even possible to get pcs which is lasting so long from heading a soccer ball, I mean come on! Is there a way I could just imagine all this stuff because I'm so desperate and stressed?
