It was always due to lack of money. I was never in my birth state all that much. Private adoption agiencies are very hard to deal with. Pro bono, very hard to get, as most of the agiencies are broke, I tried with other issues. Went to this adoption agency when my daughter was born with birth defects. My son also has health issues as do I. From just a medical point of view, I wanted to know all these years. I will keep hope alive with pingpongman, God bless him just for trying....ginnie