Thanks Gos and Ginnie. I am working with someone. A neuropsych. Because of the serious brain injuries I have had I'm "special." A Lot of it is a control issue, I have no control over when my body decides to have another stroke. I'm basically the human PDR. 1-13 medicines 1-3 times a day. (and they have kept jumbling them to get the right combination) So that is a causation issue.
They tell me find something you like. Well, I did and it just happens to be an outrageously expensive sport. Plus I can't do it on the time and I just can't break that bronze medal range. As I've said before, I was a Division I basketball player and now I can't run. I can't take the twins over to a park and run around bla bla bla.
Don't concentrate on what you can't do. Hmm, I use a cane and can't run and all sorts of other crap. Yes I know, I'm the onle one this has ever happened to, rub some dirt on it and walk it off. I just want to scream. I was told to check out this senior group (I'm 57) There were enough oxygen tanks there that if someone lit a match it would have gone up.
My wife goes to work, my daughter and her husband go to work, the twins go to school and the baby goes to daycare. At least I have my license again.
I think I need some cheese with my whine.