Hi dear all,

I have been working like crazy.... Still no results.... But my boss seems to understand the situation... seems.... but still, dont know what Im gonna present or say the day of my presentation....

But in the other topic, the party one....
It is over my friends.... the dream is over before it even started

I dont want this person to come anymore.... he used me. I paid him and he wanted to come do some other business.... without even crediting me.... and he is gonna meet a group of girls that precisly has been a hell with me in other concerts

So yeah, Maria pays everything, I left her party at the last place and meet all my fans for "free" while in Mexico.... SO UNFAIR. I dont know what you mean, but I feel used.... I cant stop crying.... I sent him a message saying I dont want him to come anymore.... Im going to cancel the flights (I know I wil loose them because I dont think airlines accept changing names) and the hotel.... He is not coming with my money. Maybe his friends can invite him too...

Im devasted... like, when you feel like you are about to explode of anger, disappointent, sadness etc... yeah that....

I have even lost weight these days !! Me !!! the obese one !!! this is insane....

I feel terribly.