Hi Lutopia, sitting here half way through a Litre of Bushmills Whiskey.

I use it to mask other conditions but at the end of the day it is just another crutch to suport me.

I so admire you for your willpower to stay sober, it sure as hell is not the easy option. It is so easy to blur out the real problems with alchohol (as I am trying to do) rather than face things head on. YOU ARE GREAT.