LESSA, GATORHEAD,SPINEY95 AND GINNIE,

I have been extremely appreciate all 4 of you very much!!!! I cant explain but you all have been supportive and sincere. It does make me feel not alone in my feelings. I know I need to shake it but some long term relationships have become strained and are ending. Not only romantic but family as well. I thought I been extremely stong btw cancer and neck surgery and tried not to rely on ppl as much as possible. When its thrown up in your face ....your not the same person--- it make me want to say F--- it !!! and walk away. I know I have alot of pride but lately things just really suck!! All the ones saying this to me I feel I gave more than I took. I dont expect anything from anyone I really don't-- but I thought things were not so superficial....its very disappointing to find out the hard way. Thanks Again