Dearest miepie,
Let me for start and tell you I have full body rsd with some of my small intesent removed because of a bad hystercetomy at age 27 Im 39 know I lived on feeding tubs for 5 yrs and almost dieingmany times and being on a vent to breath in the hospital because a blood clot let go into my lungs .I have a just the 29 of Airl 15yrs old son just finsihed a divorce a really bad one almost 30,000 it cost me............with rsd tht camt work I just wrote a long letter you should really read Im having problem with my bladder and stomach and stiffness in my hands and fingers. I wonderstand everything you fell I was a hospic nurse my x is an peace officer/nurse and he couldnt handle the pain I am dealing with the last 6 months it started with my bladder no control now its my stomach along with my bladdder I lost my boyfreind that I was with for a yr .He moved before I had to stay and finish court I flyed to Oregon to see him and that then he saw my stomach unable to control he just finished a 20 yr marriage 3 yrs before and he had cancer 1 1/2 before we were together he made it but Im all alone buut my son know one anymore to help hold love touch soft teach me to live Im in a wheelchair and a cast for almost 4 yrs .My rsd moved within 1 yr I was in a chair fighting it 1 yr later and my cast has been on for 4 yrs also I cant walk anymore. On my son birthday I losed control at a restuarnt with my stomah I was in the restroom crying it hite me at 39 I will never date fell love be touched it hit me hard. I am starting to be a shell with a mussy brain but want to do things but just cant please read I need help from me that I just did on the !st of May that says more then if you want email me. I would love to know you more if you want........................... best wishes to you and I understand but I dont know what to say we both are in close places........... Take Care.............. karen