Thanks so much for your replay. At present I am waiting to go into see some one at the pain clinic for some epi shots. I have pretty good morn's not to much pain, but when I start walling or sit and fold laundry it set's it all off. Leg starts going numb when I walk or when I drive, and I can't walk all that far before the pain in my back and legs gets way out of control. The doc's keep pushing pain pills on me and I hate taking pain med's. I think the thing about this is that it bothers me is that it is so effecting my ability to be a active mom, every thing that I do hurts and I am so tired of saying I can't play catch because it hurts or I can't pick you up, or I am sorry that it takes me longer to walk to the field to your games. My house is a complete mess and nothing is getting done like it use to. I am putting on weight, no veg or flower garden this year, it has taken over my hole life and nothing has ever done that. I am trying to find a way to fight this and so far its winning. I still have hope that there will be some thing the surgeon or pain clinic can do. I just have to get use to the fact that it is going to take time to get in to see them and that's hard wont relief now.