Hi RSD Kittie~ I am so sorry that you are in so much pain and feel so alone.
Kittie, it seems like your Mom is really reaching out to you, so that she can be there for you. You are her daughter, and there is NO bond stronger than that of a Mom and unconditional love for their children. You are a Mom, too, Kittie, so you know just how hard you fight to be there for your Son.

Try to let your Mom SHARE your "burdens", Kittie. TOGETHER, you, your son and your Mom can get through this situation!

Also, know that YOU have a LOT of supporters on this Forum. Like Frogga, I am not sure if my post has "helped" you, but I wanted you to know that you are in my thoughts and prayers every day.

Most Fondly,

Brokenwings