well back on sept 30 I was downtown at a bar with some friends and went to leave, being in a drunken stupor apparently I was standing on the back tire of my buddy's truck and jumped down fell back and lost my footing and hit my head against a brick building

this was told to me the next day as I have no recollection of this at all, the sad thing is I don't know if its from the alcohol or the fall, more than likely a combination of both, so sadly this was brought on by my own stupid actions

a few days go by and all of a sudden I start to get a feeling of pressure on the left side of my head thats been there since and is now pretty much a feeling all over and severe almost like a my head is in a vice

I currently suffer severe insomnia, not getting more than 45 min of sleep at a time if any at all and the emotional changes have been drastic to say the least, my personality was essentially destroyed

Im suffering severe depression and and my mood is constantly apathetic, im almost robot like, I have to force myself to eat as I haven't had an appetite, I lost 30 lbs in about 2 or 3 weeks, although I need to lose weight that isn't the healthiest way to do it, there's also numerous other symptoms i experience those are just some of the more extreme ones

I too feel like this is gonna be lifelong and that scares me everyday but I try to be as optimistic as i can be but sometimes like your thread is titled, we just have a bad day