I am sorry to learn of your suffering. I wonder if it is at all possible to "room" with someone while you heal. There are times in life where we need help. Is there some kind of help in your country to where you could find a roof over your head while you get well? I care, I understand how hard it is when people get sick, or injured, and find themselves unable to take care of themselves. What about your family? Will anyone help you during this crisis? NT will be here for you and so will I. You are in my thoughts and prayers. ginnie