I am sorry I am tired and frustrated by all this. I went to bed one night, and the next day my entire life was gone. I have been through hell, and all I wanted was a little support, for someone to say they had been through something like this and had gotten better. I need time to experience life before this disease takes everything... I need to believe that this relapse is going to go into remission and that I will have a chance to live life a little longer. Instead I keep getting slapped in the face. I thought that by reaching out for support I would have gotten something that could of been construed as supportive. I know my experience is rare, and I am thankful others haven't had to go through this.... but this diagnosis was just sinking in when this attack happened, so excuse me for being shocked and angry this may be my life now... I was told by my former neuro that this could be as manageable as diabetes... I knew that was wrong, but I thought I would have longer than 2 1/2 months before i was facing permanent disability.