Thank you all for your comments, they are a great help. I think the Mestinon is making me more sensitive than normal. I have some kind of freaky problem with lactose, (I'm guessing it's related to the rbgh growth hormone). I have the same reaction with milk products that have the rbgh hormone. I've been told that lactose is just a sugar but I wonder if this sugar can still be tainted with the hormone.

I've been having bouts of crying lately and I don't like to cry, but I would rather cry than not breathe. I don't think the liquid form of Mestinon has lactose, but I can't afford to pay full price. I only have to pay a co-pay for the generic Mestinon.