I will be able to figure out how to proceed based on what my primary dr tells me on Wednesday. I have two maternal aunts with ms who are are not very open about their struggles. Just when I feel like I cannot handle any more I see/read something (like your post) that inspires me to keep trying. I have and always will be my biggest advocate and need to be reminded of that sometimes I am sorry for the pain you are in and for having to deal with the planning of your career in the future. Sometimes I feel like the loss of life as I knew it is more upsetting than my symptoms. It's difficult to let things go that you love- change is never easy. I appreciate your responses to my posts. This site has helped me to not feel so alone lately. Good luck with your upcoming appointment & keep me posted.

Lisa