I think I've had it since I was a teenager. My first major attack as a teen was 1991 or so (a little fuzzy that far back). My second major attack, and by far the worst which left me with some big lingering problems to this day was 2004. that Then my latest big attack which I mostly (but not entirely) recovered from was this year. That attack finally got me a diagnosis. In retrospect I think I had a few smaller episodes in between the big attacks as well.

So 13 years between the first 2 major attacks, then 8 years between the 2nd and 3rd attack. Over 20 years from what I think were my first MS symptoms and the diagnosis. And a whole lot of 'we're stumped' and 'its just in your head' in those 20 years.

I hear you on 'finally having an answer'. I felt like that at first, when LOTS of weird things over the years were suddenly explained. But now that I've had some time to absorb the diagnosis, I've decided I don't want this answer. Can I get a different answer? lol!

Since diagnosis, its been the 'you look so good' comments that I think get under my skin the most. I know people are just trying to be complimentary and so I keep my mouth shut, but I don't FEEL so good no matter how I look. However, reading your story, I am not looking forward to the day when I get the 'you've gone downhill quickly comment'. Hugs to you, Kitty.