Thanks for the response. Obviously having a moment.

I have a loving family but it is so new to be dependent and like I am now. I really didn't know what kind of doctor to seek. Much of the year has been spent addressing the physical injury. The mental issues, though obvious to those close, have taken a back seat to the physical. But for me, the mental is torture. I was one of those others depended on, not the reverse. I'm a much better giver. I will check into those things you mentioned. God bless.