I read your post this morning and I've been thinking about you throughout the day. What happened to you was horrific and I am so sorry you went through that.

I do not know enough about these things to comment on the pain you are feeling but I relive the moment of my injury every time I see a car cross my path. I wince and come over with panic before my mind has even had a chance to register what's happened. Regardless of the nature of your pain, I do think you should consider seeing a therapist if you haven't already. Nobody should have to go through what you have.

Wishing you the best.