I am not a religious / spiritual person but since my injury I can' t help feeling I have lost something - don't know what it is but it seems to have gone whether its part of my soul, spirit, mojo what ever you want to call it but its vanished.

I don't feel whole, there seems to be a bit missing -the bit of me that defines who I am in terms of doing and feeling things. It is like the feeling when you leave a hotel room and you are checking if you have left something behind or that feeling "did I leave something on?" when you left the house or the hollow feeling when someone close has passed away.

Whilst I obviously know who I am, not depressed, I appreciate that motivation, confidence etc. can all be diminished after an injury but this is something deeper almost as if something has been knocked out of me in the impact.

Anybody else have a similar sense of loss?